I have cryed so much that I can not possibly cry any more, my eyes are red raw. But yet I still have not even begun to let the hurt and dispear im feeling seep out through my tears. Maybe it is the type of pain that will stay with me forever.

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luk3y:

this.

All i want is for someone to hold me while i cry.

Is it bad that all i want to when i see you is fuck you?

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I sit and count the time difference„ and remember the times when i used to do that while i was with you so we could get in contact with ours familes but now its just to get in contact with you i cant believe that its been just over a month but yet it feels like years ago„.maybe thats just the way things go when you start to move on with our lives

What if im scared„ what if i dont know what i want„ what if i cant make you happy„ what if you leave me all alone like everyone else has already done„ what then„ what if you fall in love with me and decide to stay by my side what will become of us because surly i will some how some day screw everything up„ thays just how i am when i fall in love

Thanks guys!

Its totally cool when iv’e just moved to the sunny coast and about 3 days later some of what i thought were good friends of mine come for a drive to see everyone and to go to the beach. Yet i didnt even get a text at all asking if i wanted to hang out or anything. Have i wasted the last 5 years of my life being friends with people who dont care about me!! I really hope not but right now it kind of feels that way…

slutsandhypocrites:

heheh

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my bucket list <3

.Sky diving

.get a tattoo

.take a self-defence class

.learn to surf

.be in a live play/production

.volunteer at a children’s hospital

.travel around Australia
.meet a famous Hollywood star

.learn Greek

.volunteer at an orphanage in a third world country

. Go on a safari
.see the monalisa

.write a song

.get married

.go parasailing

.learn sign language

.participate in the Peace Corps for a year.
.Walk on fire

.save someone’s life

.become a parent

.test drive/drive a Ferrari
.go on a helicopter ride over the grand canyon
.climb the statue of liberty
climb the Eiffel tower
.own a gun
.be at times square on new year’s eve
.ride a camel in the Sahara desert
.go to las Vegas
.visit the great wall of china
.go to Disney land
.be an extra in a movie
.go on a cruise
.go on a wine tour in another country
.swim in the largest swimming pool in the world off the coast of Chile
.learn to juggle
.take gourmet cooking classes
.learn to sail
.run a marathon
.become a paramedic
.go to the super bowl
.go to a state of origin game
.walk to Kakoda trail with my farther or uncle
.experience weightlessness
.inspire someone
.make a million$
.climb a somewhat famous mountain
.join the army
.work in an English/Irish pub
.go to a famous ballet
.catch the first overseas flight you see when arriving at the airport

.own a house
.own a snake
.go white water rafting
.ride in a hot air balloon

.snorkelling in a shipwreck
.swim with sharks
.learn Australia’s war history

.dive in a submarine
.race a sports car

.go zip lining
.ride the largest Ferris wheel in the world the London millennium eye
.jump for a cliff into deep water
.visit the northern lights in the aurora borealis
. see the amazon rainforest
.visit the great pyramids of Giza
.see the big ben
.see the empire state building
.see the golden gate bridge in san Francisco
.go to universal studios
.visit the leaning tower of Pisa
.go island hopping in the Caribbean
.learn pottery
.build a piece of furniture
.learn yoga
.donate blood at least 50 times
.audition for a role in a movie
.foster or adopt a child
.mush a dog sled
.see gorillas in their natural habitat in Uganda
.see a Broadway play
.go to an Olympic event/game
.to fall in love
.to be loved

i’m sitting here thinking about what i want out of my life.
where i want to go,
what i want to see,
all things i want to do,
so i wrote a bucket list that i know will never be completed
but that doesnt mean that i wont god dam try!

Laughing so hard because of our joke then remembering we hardly ever ever talk any more at all :(

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